13 July 2015

.broken.


There's something broken inside of me.
I know the crack has been there for some time.
A small crack.
Maybe there were a few small cracks.
But this impact - this moment - those words hit and I felt the crack growing - expanding - running
as soon as I said "it's cracking!!" everything seemed to shatter.
I said "it's broken - it BROKE"
but no one answered - no one was there - maybe no one heard
Panic crashed over me
broke
broken
only when the panic washed away I realized I wasn't broken
I was breaking open
expanding

growing

birthing

blooming

closer to myself - me.


2 comments:

Jennifer said...

I hear you!
Your words always make so much sense.
Hoping the storied ease of summer comes you way, and mine.

alicia said...

Thank you, Jennifer!!
Your words mean so much. Summer and all of it's beautiful freedom is here and I am soaking all of it's goodness UP! <3